wh3r3 h@v3 U g0n3??

As the CONNAUGHTIAN..
We are very special...
because we have extra 1 week holiday...
awesome right?
If I have a choice..
I will choose to be at school for this week...
maybe some of you might think that I am too silly
OR even STUPID
But I have my own reason...

Stay at home for a day might be very ideal
BUT not for so long...
For us the holiday is just begins...
while others, they still got 1 more week to go...
Hoorray...?no no no...
it's not the time yet...
I feel that something changes very suddenly... ABRUPTLY...
When we were still schooling...
we were very close and can talk whatever I like....
but now it seems that feeling has gone...
no people will just like before chat with me..
joke..play....etc...
even I try to communicate with them...
they still refuse to talk to me...
is that the symbol of fade of friendship?
I dont know...
What I know is...I am very unhappy...

We promised each other to plan to hang out one day..
but what I get is 'my mum dont let me go'
'no transport','you all plan la','I am very busy la'
'Dont know when go wor'...
I already fed up with those stuff...
I will not find you all anymore....
Since you all are busy with your own business..
I should talk to some one that I really need...
My pen-pal-Alice...
Where are you?
I am very sad...