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It was a bad day,sad day too....
one of our school's dedicated teacher...
Has been transfered to the other school,
and got a higher position...PK KoKo
Why she?!!Why not other teacher??!!
Well...,it is a very selfish mind-thinking..
It's for her own good,she got an increasing in her salary,
but it's really a big deal and need quite a long time
to cool down my emotion...

We already knew teh news this Monday,
but it still too early to think of it,maybe...
it was not yet the time to force my mind to think of...
I wasnt care fisrtly.....
just as usual went to school,studied,played,joked,went back home..
Dont even have a single time to think about 'her'
Maybe that was the mistake i did...
and made me so regret that i didnt prepare anything for 'her'
no even a book to get her signature,
maybe i think that i wasnt mind,
just like last time Pn. Sharimah left us,
I didnt cried or even touched in the deep of heart.
SO i think this time would be the same...

Until this morning,
I didnt even realise that today was her last day to be with us.
I really forget about the sad news along the week,
So bad....as usual we were called to entered the hall,
and seated accordingly to our class....
Just like usual eveything normal,
so I wasnt remmeber about that too....
all seem normal what....
Once Mr.John talked about the farewell of her,
that only I realised that she would be leaving us soon...

First..was the talk from Mr.Wong,
next...John adn Helena...
Then, John opened to all the students to deliver their
'words from heart'to the teacher,
suddenly,many students stood up and went to the front of stage
and had a queue there,along queue...
There started my conflict within me....myself...
I was very panic...
couldnt make decision for myself
whether want to go to wish her anot?
She is my favourite teacher,
The only chinese teacher who could teach BM,
Who looks fierce but actually gentle,
Who is a discipline teacher but looks kind and polite,
She had taught me BM during extra class for PMR last year,
so I am quite close with her,
moreover,she 'is' my PJ teacher for form 4.....
everyone in my class think that I ma very close to her
SO every Tuesday,for sure..
they will ask me whether Wednesday got PJ anot..
But such a question can only be reminisced,
No more....all over!!!!

The queue was last with someone else...
I thought I had no chance to wish her,
although today was her last day,
but I was not brave enough to approach to the frnot of the stage
as a students of her,I could only regret at that time...
I knew after this I had no more chance to meet her
since she was the main character today
many students would surrounded her...
I thought...'If there is 1 more chance,I will go...'

Another group of students stood up abruptly,
and approached towards her,
It was a great opporturnity....
I tried to convinced my friends so that they could accompany me,
It thought they love 'her' too...
the only answer I got was the most I disappointed with,
'Dont want la'
or just shake their heads....
I knew God was giving me the second chance,
if I didnt go,I would regret...I knew that...
so despite how people think me,
I went......

I followed behind the queue,
at that time....my tears already rolling in my eyes,
but I could hardly controlled it from falling down...
many students cut my line,
I dont care...or maybe I shall say that no time to think about other thing...
My mind was full of 'her' face....
every single word she told me was playing in my mind...
the songs 'you raise me up' and 'peng you' was playing
and singing by the athlete( she 'is' the athlete's head+trainer)
songs repeating....

My turns came....
As I saw her,I cried very sadly,
and she was still very passionate
and hugged me...
I could say nothing....just cried....
in case I like her very much...
I think I 'am' quite close with her...
She just lighty pat my back...
and said '不要哭'
My friends told me..
we hugged quite a long time....
almost the longest...
But for me ....it just a second...
a very short while...
then I dashed out of the hall...
and wandering for no reason...
I coulnt go into the hall,
my eyes were really red...
I stood at the side door for a while,
and then I went to toilet..to wash my face
and cold down...

Then I went back into the hall,
and settled down my emotion,
ready for the next programme 'vote the KP'
while waiting for that,
'She' was still being hugged by students
and went to stage,give a talk...
"Erh selamat pagi murid-murid"
A voice that is very familiar for us,every morning like a voice recorder
repeating the same way to greet the students...
Before this,I believe that many students had bored about it
BUT today is the most honourable voice....
"Terima kasih atas penghargaan kepada saya"
"Kerjayaan saya hari ini bukan hanya usaha saya"
"Tetapi daripada kerjasama murid-murid"
"Kerjayaan saya adalah usaha semua murid-murid"
"SMKTC TERUS CERMELANG!!!"
'She' could hardly control her emotion and forced herself not to cry
'She' left the hall,and all of us made a line for 'her' to walk out..

At class....even I was being laughed at by my friend...
they sai dI cried...
and imitate the way I cried....
how come they could be like this?
they didnt go to wish her is okay...
what was wrong if I cried..
Was it very embarrassing to cry ?
I dont think so...
I was very disappointed with their atitude upon the teacher's contribution..
Although you are not close with' her'...
But 'she' is still your PJ teacher!!!!
ya...I cried so what??!!
CANNot a!!!!I love my teacher cannot a!!!
(For this section,I didnt mentioned the names,
so dont be too sensitive on what I said)

Half an hour before school dismissed,
and before 'she' left...
I and my drama group members
Pengarah-Kim,soon yin,pow yee,jiah li,wei chee,nabila,
sarah,zhen ying and li jing were at the dataran integresi
to practise our assignment---DRAMA
when was time for us to go back to class
we passed by the canteen whereby the 5e2 students were
celebrating with 'her'
and Mr. John too playing guitar for them to sing,
they clapped according to the melody,
and we clapped too.....
After went back to class....
I didnt meet het anymore........

Good Bye,Pn. Kuek,
You are the best in my heart...
and thanks for your concern
along my studies circle...
k33p in touch..
wish you all the best....

X_X h0L!d@Y 3nd3D...

Under an upset atmosphere,
a dull look,
a tired body...
I'm writing my blog again...
But the surrounding now is far different than before,
HOLIDAY HAS COMES TO THE END!!!
I'm still in the holiday mood...
So sad....
People always say:
'The time we all enjoy normally fly very quickly'
It's totally true...
before holiday....I had the feeling of not willing to go holiday
But now...it is opposite,
I have became very lazy...

Before holiday,as our teacher asked,
we have to make full use of the holiday
BY doing revision for the weak subject.
Have you?Actually I thought I will,
unfortunately,my mind is totally seperated of my body,
As we know,brain is the centre of the whole body control,
Our body do as the brain thought,
but maybe I'm an abnormal human being,
how come my body is out of the control??
Everyday,every hour,every minute even every second,
I was make full use of my holiday
On playing computer games,surfing net,shopping,
berenung and so on,
but no such word 'REVISION'
in my mind....

Although I had a crazy thought to stop the time from running,
but it doesn't work,
on the contrry,it runs even faster...
GOD!!!!why don't you create a brilliant sciencetict
who can invent a machine to stop the time??!!!
Today is the last days of the holiday,
as I told you, we Connaughtian were asked to collect donation
Guess how much have I collected?
NONE!!!!
I'm wondering now,
how could I get the money in this such a short period?
OR I have to pay it myself??!!!
NO!!!!!!