As I said before,
I have to study VERY VERY hard indeed.
If not,
I will not have the chance to extend my study
maybe to university or collage.
Because
I'm in an moderate-income family,
if I don't study hard,
I will not get the scholarship.
And definitely,
I will never have the chance
to..to..study further.
Yesterday my father told me that
he is scared of my future education fees.
He said he has no enough money
to get me into higher education.
So, I have to apply for scholarship...
The people that better than me
are all around the nation.
If we are applying for the scholarship
at the same time.
Definitely,
My result will be the criteria
and of course I will not get the scholarship..
As I study higher and higher..
My tuition fees even larger..
And I know my parents are working
so hard to earn a living...
They have to work even harder now
compared to before
when I was still a primary student..
I must get the scholarship
otherwise
I have to stop studying after SPM..
So,
I might not online start from now..
I want to concentrate on my study
MERELY STUDY!!!
If you see I update my blog after this,
that means I can't control myself
from touching the computer..
I hope it will never happens...
I MUST GET THE SCHOLARSHIP!!
MUST!!!
FOR MY FUTURE AND
FOR MY FAMILY
I MUST!!!!!!
TO PAY BACK MY PARENTS' "INVESTMENT"
UPON ME AS I'M GROWING!!!
THANKS DAD,
THANKS MUM...