It was a bad day,sad day too....
one of our school's dedicated teacher...
Has been transfered to the other school,
and got a higher position...PK KoKo
Why she?!!Why not other teacher??!!
Well...,it is a very selfish mind-thinking..
It's for her own good,she got an increasing in her salary,
but it's really a big deal and need quite a long time
to cool down my emotion...
We already knew teh news this Monday,
but it still too early to think of it,maybe...
it was not yet the time to force my mind to think of...
I wasnt care fisrtly.....
just as usual went to school,studied,played,joked,went back home..
Dont even have a single time to think about 'her'
Maybe that was the mistake i did...
and made me so regret that i didnt prepare anything for 'her'
no even a book to get her signature,
maybe i think that i wasnt mind,
just like last time Pn. Sharimah left us,
I didnt cried or even touched in the deep of heart.
SO i think this time would be the same...
Until this morning,
I didnt even realise that today was her last day to be with us.
I really forget about the sad news along the week,
So bad....as usual we were called to entered the hall,
and seated accordingly to our class....
Just like usual eveything normal,
so I wasnt remmeber about that too....
all seem normal what....
Once Mr.John talked about the farewell of her,
that only I realised that she would be leaving us soon...
First..was the talk from Mr.Wong,
next...John adn Helena...
Then, John opened to all the students to deliver their
'words from heart'to the teacher,
suddenly,many students stood up and went to the front of stage
and had a queue there,along queue...
There started my conflict within me....myself...
I was very panic...
couldnt make decision for myself
whether want to go to wish her anot?
She is my favourite teacher,
The only chinese teacher who could teach BM,
Who looks fierce but actually gentle,
Who is a discipline teacher but looks kind and polite,
She had taught me BM during extra class for PMR last year,
so I am quite close with her,
moreover,she 'is' my PJ teacher for form 4.....
everyone in my class think that I ma very close to her
SO every Tuesday,for sure..
they will ask me whether Wednesday got PJ anot..
But such a question can only be reminisced,
No more....all over!!!!
The queue was last with someone else...
I thought I had no chance to wish her,
although today was her last day,
but I was not brave enough to approach to the frnot of the stage
as a students of her,I could only regret at that time...
I knew after this I had no more chance to meet her
since she was the main character today
many students would surrounded her...
I thought...'If there is 1 more chance,I will go...'
Another group of students stood up abruptly,
and approached towards her,
It was a great opporturnity....
I tried to convinced my friends so that they could accompany me,
It thought they love 'her' too...
the only answer I got was the most I disappointed with,
'Dont want la'
or just shake their heads....
I knew God was giving me the second chance,
if I didnt go,I would regret...I knew that...
so despite how people think me,
I went......
I followed behind the queue,
at that time....my tears already rolling in my eyes,
but I could hardly controlled it from falling down...
many students cut my line,
I dont care...or maybe I shall say that no time to think about other thing...
My mind was full of 'her' face....
every single word she told me was playing in my mind...
the songs 'you raise me up' and 'peng you' was playing
and singing by the athlete( she 'is' the athlete's head+trainer)
songs repeating....
My turns came....
As I saw her,I cried very sadly,
and she was still very passionate
and hugged me...
I could say nothing....just cried....
in case I like her very much...
I think I 'am' quite close with her...
She just lighty pat my back...
and said '不要哭'
My friends told me..
we hugged quite a long time....
almost the longest...
But for me ....it just a second...
a very short while...
then I dashed out of the hall...
and wandering for no reason...
I coulnt go into the hall,
my eyes were really red...
I stood at the side door for a while,
and then I went to toilet..to wash my face
and cold down...
Then I went back into the hall,
and settled down my emotion,
ready for the next programme 'vote the KP'
while waiting for that,
'She' was still being hugged by students
and went to stage,give a talk...
"Erh selamat pagi murid-murid"
A voice that is very familiar for us,every morning like a voice recorder
repeating the same way to greet the students...
Before this,I believe that many students had bored about it
BUT today is the most honourable voice....
"Terima kasih atas penghargaan kepada saya"
"Kerjayaan saya hari ini bukan hanya usaha saya"
"Tetapi daripada kerjasama murid-murid"
"Kerjayaan saya adalah usaha semua murid-murid"
"SMKTC TERUS CERMELANG!!!"
'She' could hardly control her emotion and forced herself not to cry
'She' left the hall,and all of us made a line for 'her' to walk out..
At class....even I was being laughed at by my friend...
they sai dI cried...
and imitate the way I cried....
how come they could be like this?
they didnt go to wish her is okay...
what was wrong if I cried..
Was it very embarrassing to cry ?
I dont think so...
I was very disappointed with their atitude upon the teacher's contribution..
Although you are not close with' her'...
But 'she' is still your PJ teacher!!!!
ya...I cried so what??!!
CANNot a!!!!I love my teacher cannot a!!!
(For this section,I didnt mentioned the names,
so dont be too sensitive on what I said)
Half an hour before school dismissed,
and before 'she' left...
I and my drama group members
Pengarah-Kim,soon yin,pow yee,jiah li,wei chee,nabila,
sarah,zhen ying and li jing were at the dataran integresi
to practise our assignment---DRAMA
when was time for us to go back to class
we passed by the canteen whereby the 5e2 students were
celebrating with 'her'
and Mr. John too playing guitar for them to sing,
they clapped according to the melody,
and we clapped too.....
After went back to class....
I didnt meet het anymore........
Good Bye,Pn. Kuek,
You are the best in my heart...
and thanks for your concern
along my studies circle...
k33p in touch..
wish you all the best....
Friday, June 27, 2008
627~faR3w3ll
Saturday, June 7, 2008
X_X h0L!d@Y 3nd3D...
Under an upset atmosphere,
a dull look,
a tired body...
I'm writing my blog again...
But the surrounding now is far different than before,
HOLIDAY HAS COMES TO THE END!!!
I'm still in the holiday mood...
So sad....
People always say:
'The time we all enjoy normally fly very quickly'
It's totally true...
before holiday....I had the feeling of not willing to go holiday
But now...it is opposite,
I have became very lazy...
Before holiday,as our teacher asked,
we have to make full use of the holiday
BY doing revision for the weak subject.
Have you?Actually I thought I will,
unfortunately,my mind is totally seperated of my body,
As we know,brain is the centre of the whole body control,
Our body do as the brain thought,
but maybe I'm an abnormal human being,
how come my body is out of the control??
Everyday,every hour,every minute even every second,
I was make full use of my holiday
On playing computer games,surfing net,shopping,
berenung and so on,
but no such word 'REVISION'
in my mind....
Although I had a crazy thought to stop the time from running,
but it doesn't work,
on the contrry,it runs even faster...
GOD!!!!why don't you create a brilliant sciencetict
who can invent a machine to stop the time??!!!
Today is the last days of the holiday,
as I told you, we Connaughtian were asked to collect donation
Guess how much have I collected?
NONE!!!!
I'm wondering now,
how could I get the money in this such a short period?
OR I have to pay it myself??!!!
NO!!!!!!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
h0L!d@Y...
1 week holidays is gone,
simply gone....
time fled very quickly
Just like an uncatchable arrow...
brings everything when it gone,
1day got 24 hours,
BUT,it seem it has just a second.
During the week,
almost everyday,I went shopping here and there..
I went to 'TAI TONG IMPERIAL CITY' too...
paid by my brother,hohoho...
he works at there,so he know when is the promotion day
VERY WELL...
We ate 'dim sum' at a discounted price,
1 plate of dim sum was only cost RM3.00,
compared with usual day,
It was far cheaper,right?
Nevermind la,
Not me pay also,I dont even bother the price,
Only they told me that,
It was quite tasty,
Undeniable,well-known restaurant....
Other than that,I went to 'Jusco' too,
Cheras Selatan geh,
there got 'Green box' which is really worth to go,
I mean in the morning la,
Some people say Green Box is the most expensive
among the all Karaoke,
But I dont think so,
because I normally go there in the morning,
According to a normal bussiness strategy,
the karaoke has offer lower price for each person,
There is Buffet too,
But normal they prepare junk food,
Unlike the other karaoke,
they offer Lunch to the customer too,
the most important is...
they do not charge personally,
they only charge through the food for lunch we ordered,
isn't it worth?
Moreover the cinema is just opposite of it,
after 'cheung K', we can have a movie at the cinema...
Yesterday...yesterday,
I went to Leisure Mall,
As usual 1.00 something, we reached there,
at that time, there was still quite empty,
very fews cars were there,
maybe it still early.
Fisrtly,we went to the speedy,
it is the 1st destination to go as we go to Leisure Mall,
because we love to search disc like movie,tv series, karaoke VCD..
We bought a TV series named 'Tai Ji',
25 episodes, 5 Dvds...
Guess how much it cost?
Guess what?You won't get it right 1 la.
Even myself also can't believe that,
normally, a full set of Tv series will cost Rm100 above,
BUT!!!!this only cost RM39.90....
Wasn't it very strange?
As everybody knows,
speedy is 1 of the most expensive things selling shop
Even a piece of original DvD can has a price of RM 40 above,
How come the Tv series was so cheap?
'Tai Ji' is acted by Raymond Lam, Myolie Wu and so on.....
Other than Tai Ji,
fews of other Tv series are also sold at the low price...
like 'yuan lai ai shang jei','jin shi liang yuan'
After that,we had our lunch at Blue Zone..
It was so annoying that the staff had forgotten my order,
I waited for so long, only they served me.
Then, we went shopping for a little while before went home.
Before went home,
we bought bread form the 'Bread Story'
I bought a cake finally...
I had been choosing the bread for so long,
because it was too many types of bread to be chosen,
'Lambang Mata' ma....
I like to buy bread form such shopping complex
because it sells delicious bread...
That's all my journey last week,
the new week holiday will be totally a new journey,
I dont even plan my journey for coming week,
It is just destined,
everything.....human is responsible to plan their walk,
but God will control it,
why dont we justsave our time from planning
and wait for the fate?
NONSENSE!!!!
I also dont know what am I talking....
out of controlled already...
BYE........
Friday, May 30, 2008
n3w shO3s | V |||
V...V got N3w sho3s!!!
Nice boh my new shoes??
It's very cheap only la,
Pasar malam geh...
But I like it very much...
looks updated...right???
BUT,cheap things always not good 1...
I have wore it only 1 time,
my feet gut hurtedalready,
So pain,until now the wound is still there,
not yet recover.....
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Going....
Tomorrow I'm going to KARAOKE!!!
Maybe only,
because this tuesday I'm going too...
Haiz...very 'luan'
Dontknow whether want to go tomorrow anot..
This tuesday I confrimed got go one,
with my family
and my dad's friend,
to celebrate the 'frined' birthday,
So, MUST GO.
But tomorrow geh is with my friends one wor..
How leh??
Hoe leh??
How leh??
$$ 'd0n@t!on 4 J0g@tH0n' $$
Run!!!Run for life!!!!Are you a generous man?
That's right,please donate some money to me...
I'm very poor now...
sobsob...
Nola,actually for our school arganisation-----Jogathon
According to our teachers,the money collected,
will be used to upgrade our canteen,hall and whatever...
So,all the students and teachers are forced to collect money
from the generous one..
Are you the guy we are searching for?
There is a card for the donation,
it is excatly printed for 50 spaces,
and the minimum donation is RM 1
it is already too difficult for ME to collect the money
And we are limited at least must collect RM 50!!!
haiz....
How can I achieve the 'goal'?
Well, other than that,
if we exceed RM 100,we will get a prize..
Saturday, May 24, 2008
~.< h@ppi t3ach3rs' DaY..
I know I'm late for the wish...
now is already 24th of May,
according to our knowledge,Teachers' Day is on 16th of May...
unchangable....
I'm defenitely alert about that.
But....why I'm late for the wish?
Well,as usual...my reason is EXAM!!!
It is the main reason too why our school celebrates Teachers' Day yesterday.
If you're Connaughtian,
you will know it very well,
as our educational system is exam-oriented,
Hence,our school....NONONO...
Is most of the school,will be having exam all the time,
do you aware of it?
I'm sure you are...
Exam...
the most scary topic to be talk,
But,it is the hottest one among the students' topic
Because of it,the history ofTeachers' Day is change!!!!
Teachers' Day was being postponed until exam ended...
Yesterday....was the day...
Early in the morning,I was very excited...
For What??!!!
See my face also know la..
FOOD!!!!
the only thing I was thinking of...
My classmates...I mean the party AJK decided to have Pizzaas our meal..
Yummy..Yummy..
Usually,every morning I will fill my stomach with full of food..
But!!!Yesterday I had changed my ROUTINE.
I ate only a small piece of cake that could only fill a corner of my stomach,
Wasn't it brilliant?
In that morning.
That was a conflict in myself...
firstly,I decided to bring my hp...
But I had cahnged my mind the morning,
I was a coward that time,
Scare everything,
expected the worst thing to happen...
I scare to lose my hp..
So,finally I made a STUPID decision...
Yea,no to bring hp...if you get lost of it,
it is not worth..
Yes,that's right!!!erm...
So,I just brought my self to school...+ an quite empty stomach,
Before I forgotten,
I brought a 1.5l mineral water too aswe every classmate required to do so.
Then...went to school with full of excitement and happily,
Along the way to school,
I was wondering and imagining what is going to happen during class party...
Around 8.00 am,
I was in the hall,
as the teacher had planned properly to have a Majlis Sempena Hari Guru.
There ware many interesting performents,such as 'life band','che ling' and so on..
The 'che ling ' performent was amazing...
During the performent,the hall was surrounded by thunderous applause,
very awesome,
After the majilis,
we went back to class excitedly,
everyone was very hungry as they also did the most intelligent thing as I did,
So, we all had to suffer for about 1 hour...
While waiting for the delivery of pizza,
our well-known classmates had borrowed a RADIO from the library.
So that the party will be better and the atmosphere is more like having party.
While, 'hungrying'...
we on the 'rock music' which borrowed from the PA SYSTEM,
and the classmates started to dance..
during the 1 hour,we discovered a lot of secret,
and we were just like watching KOREAN LOVE STORY.
Amazing...
2 COUPLES UNDERGROUND WERE DISCOVERED!!!
The 4 guys danced happily with their own parner,
Hold their hands,and....
Shh....only our class knows that...if you know who are they
DON'T TELL OTHERS!!!
Unfortunately,the brilliant guy did'nt bring hp
So,miss the chance to capture such strong evidences..
HAIZ....
Yahoo!!!!Pizza had been delivered on time!!!
10.15am,some of our classmates carrying the pizzas from outside,
There were 10 boxes of pizza with hot fresh smell coming out from them,
And of course,we have drinks too>>>>
Actually,not PEPsi la,
just the cup we used was printed as PEPsi..
haha...
As normal,many teachers came to our class,
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Nandri
